Sun 6 Jul 2008
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Each piece of life is like a puzzle, can you solve ‘em,
Stress it’ll drive you crazy tryin to deal with these problems,
Problems, problems, how you gonna’ solve ‘em,
Man, I’m going crazy trying to deal with these problems,
July 8th, 2008 at 2:12 am
What problems are driving you nuts?
I’m so hurt Anh. Is it stupid for me to have these feelings? Because I feel like someone came and ripped my heart out. Worst part is I won’t let them and we’re like playing tug o war and it hurts even more./ And that someone is me! I am the villian of my horror. I’m so stupid. So childish. So inexperienced. To think that I can be involved with someone and not be emotionally tied down. To think that I can control the hurt. To think that I can control everything..protect myself. I ended up hurting no only myself but someone that loved me. Now it’s done and over with. I tried so hard to not feel this way only to have nothing. Why o why???
I hope I’m making some kind of sense and not talking out of my behind.
Love,
Moi
July 11th, 2008 at 2:00 am
I think you should start moving on..
What’s done is done, and in reality, we can never ‘control’ things, much less feelings.
So like I said, you should stop wallowing and start living. Life is still going on, and what you’re doing is worrying everyone. Stop being selfish and start thinking for others.
It’s gonna be a long journey, but eventually, you’ll get out of it.
All the best to you.
July 11th, 2008 at 3:40 am
You will be fine. U r a beautiful woman.
July 11th, 2008 at 11:08 pm
You’re right. I should move on. Begin the healing process. What was I thinking? To only find myself chasing pavements. Every relationsip that Ive been in, ive messed up. And now to fine myself really being in love…its over. I single handedly ruined it. Now its over. I have nothing left but this broken heart. A heart that just opened up and felt love for the first time. Tell me how do I repair this broken heart of mine. How??
July 12th, 2008 at 4:52 pm
Do it one step at a time, for your case, take it day by day.
You have friends and family who are there for you and are worried for you. Learn to depend on them and yourself. They are the people who are always there for you.
And sad to say, your heart will never be the same again, but the wounds will heal. Maybe someday you’ll be able to feel love again.
But right now, you need to sort yourself out. Once you can taking care of yourself, you can then start caring for others.
July 14th, 2008 at 8:28 pm
You’ll always be fine, you’ve made it this far by yourself and there are more people who will join you in this wonderful journey called life. But for now, like Innocent said just enjoy what you have, with what time you have left.