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Only Heaven Knows

fredison — Mon, 23 Aug 2010 15:34:50 +0000

She’s always on my mind,
from the time I wake up
’till i close my eyes
She’s everywhere I go
She’s all I know

Though she’s so far away
It just keeps getting stronger
every day
and even now she’s gone
I’m still holding on

So tell me where do I start
’cause it’s breaking my heart
Don’t wanna let her go

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fredison — Tue, 20 Jul 2010 10:37:59 +0000

Terry’s Diary

Broken pieces

fredison — Sun, 30 May 2010 03:59:20 +0000

Well, I’m not really in pieces, I’m actually doing great. What started out with such promise and seemed to feel so right, just turned out to be nothing more then just an illusion. It was a fast month and I really couldn’t be bothered any more with the lies, deceits and excuses. I knew something was up, the minute words that sprouted from her mouth seemed so forced and fake. Words such as “you’re like a gift to me” “I love you” and even “you’re the closest thing to me”. Which is why it came to no surprise when I found her with another man at 9pm at a mall. I wasn’t shocked, angry or hurt, truth was that I was expecting it, and it didn’t help that she gave me the look of death, and my response was a eager smile and wave.

I didn’t bother calling her or ask for an explanation, instead two hours later she called me and sobbed uncontrollably. I had no sympathy or try and understand where she was coming from. The conclusion was that I gave her my trust, friendship and support but she chose something else (her ex boyfriend it turns out), she flushed it all away the minute I saw him and her together holding hands.

Probably the best thing about this, is that I am trusting my gut instinct, and the experiences before me have made me a lot more cautious and ready for what may come. In the meantime, I still talk to her here and there and I still have a feeling that whatever she says or does is just nothing but lies and deceit. I wish her well in the course of life and hope that she someday changes her ways and stops being a fake.

Men can never win

fredison — Fri, 14 May 2010 09:06:00 +0000

Just rest your head on my chest

fredison — Fri, 05 Mar 2010 13:32:13 +0000

I like this picture a whole lot!

My year in review part 4

fredison — Sun, 17 Jan 2010 13:51:30 +0000

Ever woken up from a dream when it felt so real and it was going great? Well my second relationship for 2009 felt like that and while it didn’t last so long, because like a dream, I had to wake up and face reality. Reality being that once again I put myself in a bad situation and that she was far from me (oh like 300 kms or so), and like the best that I had, needed her right here with me. I wish I could dream that dream again and see how it would’ve turned out but all I can do is just reminisce and move on.

Female DJ’s

fredison — Sun, 12 Apr 2009 12:31:36 +0000

Seeing them work the wheels of steel is just amazing and sexy.

Banana

fredison — Tue, 17 Mar 2009 13:06:48 +0000

I once call this friend a banana. What do I mean by banana? Oh you know someone who is yellow on the outside but deep down inside is white! Oh yeah racial stereotyping …

Coffee

fredison — Thu, 04 Sep 2008 14:45:33 +0000

Coffee and Company, was nice back in them days.

Stolen

fredison — Mon, 18 Aug 2008 10:37:51 +0000

The first time was in New York, and the second time, well that’s a story that will be toldÂ another day perhaps.Â But what both had in common, was that there was nothing but good memories, laughter, and more.Â I remembered thinking that this was it and I finally found happiness.Â To be able to be with someone that you can share things with, and do things you’ll never probably do again is something that can’t be described.Â I want to remember these times for the rest of my life, and even as I may grow to become an old senile man, I hope that these memories are still strong in my head.Â I feel that they both have stolen my heart …..

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Stolen – Dashboard Confessional