Breathtaking

I stumbled upon these photo sets and I definitely would have to say that not only is she beautiful but her photography kicks ass.

Bento Kicks Ass

I definitely can haz Bento box!

Joyeux Anniversaire

Aujourd’hui vous avez 24 ans, et Je te souhaite l’amour et le bonheur.

That’ll do for now until another day, take care and look after yourself.

Old Habits

There was so many things that I vowed I would never do the moment I would get into any relationships.  The vows that I made were; I would never take a picture with any girlfriend and I would only take it, if I felt that the relationship would last for quite a while. The other was that I would try to save myself for marriage since I thought that once I lose it that it no longer had any meaning.  There was also a vow where that I would get rid of everything that my girlfriend had ever given me and leave no trace behind. The last being that no matter what, all ties would be cut off and friendship was definitely out of the question.  Since I was 17 though, those rules have swayed a little and let’s just say I’ve become more flexible and soft perhaps.  It’s a good thing though and as you progress further into life, you definitely mature and become more tolerant.

Reflecting back on those vows, they have all dissapeared and are pretty much non-existant.  It’s a good thing too, because if not I would be a stubborn fool who is too stupid to admit his mistakes on the past.  Let’s have a look at the vows and what happened of them.

1. Breaking all ties and no friendship:  I don’t know when I changed that rule but I think it had something to do with relationships that ended amicably.  I couldn’t exactly be upset or just be silent to someone who I still didn’t mind talking to.  Especially in the circumstances where I had met someone in the U.S, and it was best to just stay friends rather then try carrying on a relationship that was so hard to maintain.  I think I’m still on good terms with all the girls in the latter stage of my life and it’s good because there are times that I do wanna catch up and see what has happened since I last saw them.  Even maybe ask them what I was like and if I could’ve improved in any particular areas during our time together. History exists for a reason and to me it’s to learn from the past to move forward.

2. Saving myself for marriage:  When I started this blog I wrote a post talking about my first time, and if you read that then you would remember that I had lost it at when I turned 20.  Feelings and spur of the moment had a lot to do with that, and in a way I’m glad I did because I believe that love making is an extension of our feelings and how we display our affections.  I know there’s different way of expressing your emotions but to me, being able to physical express yourself is a unbelievable human experience that we don’t always get to share with others.  It means much more when you have very deep love and connection for that special someone.  Can you picture that??  Kissing the person who you know you’re going to be with forever and the euphoria that comes with that??

3. Destroying all things related to the girl:  I deeply regret this one because I destroyed so many love letters and things that I had created, wrote or did.  I think when I first started being in a relationship, I use to write daily love letters and poems.  I even told one of my good friends to take one box of letters that I use to collect while going out with a particular girl and burn it at his house.  Thinking that he wouldn’t since he knew how much I liked this girl, it turns out that he did since I couldn’t stop talking about her and it was a very unhealthy obsession.   The story behind this, was that it was the first time I got cheated on and the dude was my best friend and the ex girlfriend and best friend ended up getting married anyways.   But I wish that I was able to read what I wrote and how love struck was I?  Thank God that the internet exists because there was a blog I use to troll on and write so much stuff all related to one girl.  I read back on it sometimes and it sickens me because oh my gosh was I really that blinded with love?

4.  Picture with girlfriends:  That definitely had to be scrapped and I think I broke free of that rule at the same time with said experience above.  It was purely accidental and I think it was the time we were both interested and went out one night, and took a picture together.   I remember when we both took it and it got developed, it was a great picture and I knew that we would later develop into something more then friends.   Let’s not forget that with the change and rise of technology, taking pictures has become so much more easier.  I also want to be able to recall the life that I had and what was going through my mind in any pictures I see.

But let’s say that I was seeing someone and we were going along quite steadily then one day she either goes through my PC or my personal belongings and found this photo:

She may lose the plot and ask me what the f*ck am I doing with this photo and why didn’t I get rid of it etc.   However shouldn’t she take the time to step back and wonder who that person might be and not jump into conclusions??   Even if it was someone who I use to call my girlfriend, should it even matter since it’s all in the past and it doesn’t mean anything more then just a memory?  I’m sure regardless there’ll be some explaining to do and knowing me I’d probably bend her way and please her.   SEE!!!   Who says that old habits are hard to die??

What’s the answer?

Damn it, I was so close to finding out the answer …..

Twenty

Not exactly a childhood pic, but close because my little sister in this picture was 10 years old while I would’ve been around the age of 20.  She’s currently engaged at the moment and is due to get married next year.   Back then for some funny reason I had always pictured that I would be the first, because based on age, I had the head start and I should’ve been her.  Fourteen years later and here I am, still single (no problems with that) and she’s going to go down the aisle before me.  I did mention I was technically married once upon a time, but that’s a story for another day.

Anyways I am curious, excited and happy for my little who is due to move out and experience life as a couple with her fiancee, I wish all the best this year and hope that they enjoy the journey together.

500 days of Reality?

I can’t get enough of this movie, and I’ve probably watched it close to 10 times or so already.  I love it  simply because the fact is, it’s reality and there’s no Hollywood glamour or anything that is taken out of proportion.   If anyone gets the chance then for sure pick up a copy and watch it.

You can “Make it Work”

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt
(yes sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work…

I hope that our talk today cleared things up for you and that you’re currently no longer crying, because it really breaks my heart to hear you sobbing uncontrollably.  If you want things to work out then yes, you gotta fight it out and stand up for what you believe in.  Why settle for a lame excuse of a solution and ignore it, then let it come back and explode back in your face. You’re meant to be happy right now and it’s just way too early to be feeling insecure and doubtful about what lies ahead. I guess it helps if you started off strongly and built a foundation coupled with a deeper understanding of each other then we wouldn’t be here talking about past week incidents.

Anyways I hope that you can make it work with your better half, because otherwise if not, it’s just a waste of time and you deserve better then that.

I want to be able to see this, the next time that we do catch up and talk.

My Little Ladies

Chu Vu will always have your backs and I’ll claw anyone that gets in your ways of your dreams and hopes.  I really do love these little ladies!

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